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Joseph looked out of the window, watching people passing by
while the ice-cream man watched Joseph out the corner of his eye
Joe said “sally would you come with me if I had to leave this place
‘cause those Latin boys don’t know my name but they sure as hell know my face”
she said “I’ll never ask you what you did and I never saw no proof”
he said “well even if you asked me that I could never tell the truth
and Carlo’s not the kind of man who likes to compromise
and I can’t go to the cops ‘cause I just can’t go back inside”
and she says
“everything will be alright and everything will work out fine
we could run away anywhere that you want to and
everything will be alright and everything will work out fine
but you know that all of this will still come back to haunt you”
Carlo’s boys are watching out for Joseph day and night
armed to the teeth and always pissed and spoiling for a fight
and for some of them the consequences are fresh in their minds
while the rest of them don’t think and don’t know where to draw the line
and in a seedy bar the ice-cream man is ordering a gin
while the prostitutes and deviants and sailors shuffle in
and a woman talks to Carlo, her face covered in a shroud
she says “it’s safe to talk here but just don’t say my name out loud”
and, up on the rooftops, all the undercover cops
Joseph wakes up in the night and senses movement
“I think they’re gonna hear me now and, jump down the chimney now”
he’s looking still and as a mannequin and twice as useless
Sally she comes home and find Joe sitting on the floor
the place has been turned over, every cupboard every draw
Joe says “they didn’t find a thing, I swear it on my life
they found my sheath and holster but even I can’t find my knife
“so that’s the final warning now the writing’s on the wall
but it’s written in Portuguese so I don’t understand it all
but it’s time to face the music, I know he’d love to hear me plead
but I would rather fall down backwards than forward onto my knees
but
“everything will be alright and everything will work out fine
it’s just the way it went, you know it’s not the way I planned it
everything will be alright and everything will work out fine
I didn’t mean to kill her I just did it out of habit”
so in the street at dawn, Joseph steps out brave and bold
while the ice cream man clandestinely watched everything unfold
and Carlo cocks his pistol, just about to take Joe’s life
when Sally steps out and guts him with Joseph’s missing knife
and as the cops swung round the corner she thrust the knife into Joe’s hand
and while he just stood there stunned she jumped into the ice cream van
now Joseph’s serving gaol time, this time they made him pay
while Sally’s serving ice cream in a city far away
she writes him a letter now, sayin’ “no one else can hurt us now
you know I had to do it even if you don’t know why” and
Joe reads every word out loud and writes down his answer now
even though she never gave him an address to reply
he said
“everything will be alright and everything will work out fine
I’m making up a jigsaw from the pieces of the past
everything will be alright and everything will work out fine
but I miss your elfin smile and your graceless laugh”
everything will be alright and everything will work out fine
no one ever seems to make the most of second chances
everything will be alright and everything will work out fine
and no one ever thought maybe the evidence was planted
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2. |
Watercrest Road
05:23
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Last night I lay beside a girl with matted hair in a little shanty down by a river
where the ducks with their ducklings would float along and the eels with their elver did slither
and the wind blew through the windows
and the both of us did shiver
all through the night did we shiver
I wanted to go home, so I asked her the way
she said “you can’t go out there alone in that howling sideways rain”
so I lay back on the floor
and I knew I had to stay
yes all through the night would I stay
I couldn’t feel my arm, so I told her I was hungry and sick
she laughed and rolled a cigarette and said “did you think I’d fall for that trick?”
so I turned my head away
and the air was smoky and thick
all in my lungs was it thick
she pulled out of a draw into the mattress on the floor
something that she kept hid from my view
I couldn’t see her eyes in the flickering light
so I didn’t know just what she might do
she put a finger on my chest
and somehow then I knew
yes all through the night, I knew
and as the sun pushed through the treetops at the top of the hill
the cockatoos were silent now, the green bush was deathly still
she said “will you walk with me?”
I said “I have to so I will
all through the green bush I will”
so we hopped across the stepping stones, and trudged on through the mud
the ducklings were gone, the eels were fat and feathers painted the water with blood
she held was something in her hand
but she quickly covered it up
yeah all from my eyes she covered it up
then somewhere in the green bush a possum screamed as the clouds were taking form
there was a drop of rain and thunder played the anacrusis of a storm
and the girl she was gone
and my throat felt strangely warm
yes my throat was strangely wet and warm
in that split second of time I was crippled I was blind
blood spattered down the front of my shirt
and at the back of my head I a voice as she said
get up boy you ain’t even hurt
and the green faded to black
as I lay in the dirt
all through the night I lay in the dirt
now back home with my doctor, her hair grey at the roots
she said “where have you been my boy, out on one more of your unnatural pursuits?
Tell me where have you really been?”
and I pointed at the mud on my boots
yeah I said “just look at the mud on my boots”
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3. |
In the Garden of Sarah
05:46
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I can smell a faint echo of a memory, in the petrichor and the smoke
and after all I realise, that this has all been a joke
and it’s not only you, you see you’re just like me
not even a man just a road to be walked upon
nothing else matters to her because we’re all just
flowers in the garden of Sarah
no nothing else matters to her just because
you’re just another petal in the garden of Sarah
when first she came to me, I thought I would die, if she even turned and looked my way
I’d live in her pocket, just coil round her tongue so I could hang on every word that she might say
ah she’s too good for me, I’d tell all my friends
she’s so gorgeous that she makes me shallow again
I should have realised just how I would end up
as just another petal in the garden of Sarah
and you’re just like me, you don’t have a soul
no hopes, no dreams, no feelings at all
you’ll never be anything close to her
‘cause you’re just another petal in the garden of Sarah
then I realised that I was not the only one penned inside these walls of old convict brick
but we all held our tongues, no you wouldn’t dare complain, or she’d spit and swear and snap you like a stick
like the lilies in the day jasmine in the dark
she’d pot me and prune me and peel back my bark
she doesn’t care about leaving her mark
‘cause everything is rosy in the garden of Sarah
and you’re just like me, you don’t have a soul
no hopes, no dreams, no feelings at all
you’ll never be anything close to her
‘cause you’re just another petal in the garden of Sarah
now I crawl in the leaves, I writhe in the dirt, in the hope that she might notice me again
and I know I should leave, probably could if I would, probably would if I only had a brain
now all she can see as she’s looking down
is some far forgotten forlorn fuckup floating around
your leaves have all withered and your roots can’t be found
when you’re just another petal in the garden of Sarah
and you’re just like me, you don’t have a soul
no hopes, no dreams, no feelings at all
you’ll never be anything close to her
‘cause you’re just another petal in the garden of Sarah
now the flowers have wilted, the bees have all gone in this unspeakable unstoppable decline
the trees have been hewn, the fields have been sundered, torn up by the tractors of my mind
now I feel like, though it’s awful to say
some slippery sleazy slimy slug just sliding away
but I can’t help but think that I’ll be back again some day
to be just another petal in the garden of Sarah
and you’re just like me, you don’t have a soul
no hopes, no dreams, no feelings at all
you’ll never be anything close to her
‘cause you’re just another petal in the garden of Sarah
you’re just another petal in the garden of Sarah
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4. |
Ally
05:37
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life was a circle, always looking to borrow
money from next week and happiness from tomorrow
looking back down the road as the light gets dimmer
at the roadkill of my life in the rear-view mirror
always shifting the burden onto somebody else
‘cause I seem to be incapable of caring for myself
heading for the open door, too numb for regret
like a beloved family pet on his final trip to the vet
then things got bad and things got weird
but false courage overcame irrational fear
that’s the theory of the moths, the winding back of the clocks
she made me feel like I could be everything that I’m not
Ally
I’ll take you home with me
you’re my worst friend
and my best enemy
oh Ally
without you I can’t sleep
oh Ally
I drain you and you drain me
asleep with my boots on, no kind of defence
Ally knows all ‘cause she’s seen all seven sides of the fence
now I’m just waiting at the door like a shepherd to the slaughter
lead the horse down to the lake and shove its head under the water
cards on the table, clothes on the floor
I always knew that she would have me coming back for more
and there was that something, I’d been looking to find
should have seen the warning signs, but I was far too blind
then she took all my money, she took my pride as well
‘cause you don’t meet nice girls in these kinda hotels
I let her lead me so far off the track
it’s been too long now and I don’t know how to find my way back
Ally
I’ll take you home with me
you’re my worst friend
and my best enemy
oh Ally
without you I can’t sleep
oh Ally
I drain you and you drain me
she hit me for six with no kind of warning
and after that night I couldn’t get up in the morning
makeshift bandages, mysterious bruises
we’re playing the game that only dignity loses
I run back and forth between your house and my bed
with my broken heart or my broken head
my mistress, my gaoler, my success and my failure
I think we broke the world again
and it was always down to you when I couldn’t even stand
when my face hit the deck or the shit hit the fan
my friends are gone my clothes are torn it’s all quickly heading south
who knew something so sweet could leave such a bad taste in my mouth?
Ally
I’ll take you home with me
you’re my worst friend
and my best enemy
oh Ally
without you I can’t sleep
oh Ally
I drain you and you drain me
Ally
I can’t just leave you on the shelf
oh Ally
you know I’ve got nobody else
oh Ally
I know you’re so bad for my health
but I need you Ally, ‘cause I can’t stand myself
I need you Ally, because I can’t stand myself
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5. |
The Drunkard's Wife
05:22
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He says “I think I’ll go to sleep, ‘cause I’m far too tired to eat
Do you think that’s wise? Do you think that’s wise?
And I don’t wanna talk tonight, I just filled myself with wine
Is that alright? Is that alright?”
So she takes herself outside, so he doesn’t see her cry
And blows smoke into the cheerless winter sky
She watches possums fight, hears them screaming in the night
Do they understand? They understand
“Can anyone else see, surely this can’t just be me?
Is it that bad? Is it that bad?
He never left a mark, just a skidmark on my heart
Where there once used to be a man
My clothes will never dry this rain keeps pouring from the sky
Look at it fall, look at it fall
But you shouldn’t complain, ‘cause the farmers need the rain
But don’t we all? Don’t we all?
So I’ll stay outside the door, ‘cause you never can be sure
What’s on the other side of the wall”
Such a loss of direction as she sees her reflection
In the knife, in the knife
“I can’t even see myself, surely this is someone else
Is this my life? Is this my life?
Is this how it’s meant to be, is this all there is for me
Is this my lot, just to be some drunkard’s wife?
“now I think I need to go, ‘cause this don’t feel like it’s my home
But am I sure? I think I’m sure
I’ve dealt with all of this distress like Job in a dress
There must be more, to life, there must be more”
She cut him one last break, one more chance he didn’t take
He opened the fridge, she opened the door
Now that she’s gone back to Sydney
He mutters to his whisky
“No this just couldn’t,
it just couldn’t be my fault
I would have been her dog or her master
her blessing her disaster
I would have been
anything at all
but tell her not to come home
scrub flesh from my bones
don’t look at me don’t listen
don’t talk
I could've been someone else
I could look after my self
but just don’t paint me as something that I’m not”
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6. |
When the Fox Cries Four
03:37
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When the fox cried one it dragged me from a dream
of exorcisms in a cold green beam
I was soaked in sweat, my eyes were blind
I was wracked with guilt as to what I might find
And the cops were peering in my windows
And the currawong was perched on the line
With his beady yellow eye mocking me
Sayin’ “you’ll never make it in time”
and the lines appear and it’s just begun
there’s no going back when the fox cries one
in a fit of nostalgia when the fox cried two
the currawong flitted past a piss-stained moon
I could smell your breath I could taste your tears
it’s all so real ‘til it all disappears
and the dragon’s teeth are melting
and the currawong cackles again
and the queen peels back her mask
as all the king’s horses trample all the king’s men
it’s the end of the beginning when the blade cuts through
we’re on the edge of abyss when the fox cries two
I woke again when the fox cried three
to my baby muttering a desperate plea
I can’t keep him fed, I can’t stitch the thread
he’ll never stop ‘til he sees her dead
and there’s no way out of this circus
this much water don’t just go down the drain
and the currawong casts his obdurate eye
over the next victim in his game
and I fell to the ground behind the spinning machine
‘cause I can’t stand up when the fox cries three
now the currawong crouched on the crest of the cradle,
crimson dripping from its crooked claw
and the pieces of you soak into to the carpet
‘cause that’s all that’s left when the fox cries four
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she gets up every morning
and goes to work at half past eight
she says goodbye while he’s still sleeping
she slams the door but he doesn’t wake
she has a hard day at the office
gets the bus home all alone
she wonders what he’s done with his day
he’s still in bed when she gets home
and she says
you’re such a dickhead but I love you
I don’t know why I even care
all you ever do is waste my time
but I know I still want you there
he gets up after midday
has a coffee and a smoke
doesn’t bother with an ashtray
‘cause he’s just not that kind of bloke
then he stares at the walls for hours
and wonders why he even got up
she gets home in a bad mood
he hasn’t even done the washing up
and she says
you’re such a dickhead but I love you
I don’t know why I even care
all you ever do is waste my time
but I know I still want you there
she goes to bed super early
‘cause she’s got work the next few days
she looks forward to the weekend
to try his shoes on for a change
she knows that she should probably leave him
she can think of more than 50 ways
while he goes out to the pub again
to spend what’s left of her change
and she says
you’re such a dickhead but I love you
I don’t know why I even try
I know I should probably throw you out
but please don’t ever say goodbye
she sees the clock ticking backwards
while he sees the beauty of the world
a melody carried on a soft wind
all the colours of the landscape all unfurled
he says “can’t you see that you’re miserable
wasting away in the nine to five
you’re missing all the good things in life
so who exactly is wasting their time?”
and he says
you’re such a dickhead but I love you
it’s not as bad as it seems
you don’t always have to be so busy
why not waste a little time with me?
and she says
you’re such a dickhead but I love you
I don’t know why I even care
all you ever do is waste my time
but I know I still want you there
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I never sleep when I’m sober, never dream when I’m drunk
I get bit by the dog when I dance
and you know it’s your lot and you know what you’ve got
no skill at a game of chance
with a couple of friends and a handful of drunks
round a fire on a rainy night
then you’re gone with the tide and it’s a bargain for suicide
it comes with a lifetime supply
it’ll be plain to see
When she comes rolling back to me
when the bottles are empty and so is your head
and you’ve tripped over yesterday’s thoughts
and you wake up at dawn when the lights all come on
and you’re wondering just what you’ve caught
see it’s ribbed for her pleasure, sealed for your protection
but it doesn’t seem worth it now
there’s a storm in my stomach and a sudden regret
and high that comes crashing down
that’s just how I’ll be
when she comes rolling back to me
you can’t always carry someone on your shoulders
‘cause you know that we all have our issues
but she just keeps going and my bin’s overflowing
past the brim with her tear-soaked tissues
now I’ve lost my patience, she’s lost in translation
and some kind of obfuscation
and I drag her away from the cars on the highway
‘cause somehow that’s my obligation
but I’ll get free
when she comes rolling back to me
she’s got eyes like the sky on clear sunny day
and a smile that could rupture your soul
and she carries her money around in a book
‘cause her wallet was riddled with holes
and I wait for the morning when I can roll over
and see that she still hasn’t left
‘cause you know what I mean, must everyone’s dream
to wake up with the girl you love best
and that’s how we’ll be
when she comes rolling back to me
now the whole room is spinning so I focus my eyes
on mysterious stains on the ceiling
and I held her close, all drunk and morose
with a cracked whisper of a feeling
and I thought I must have broke all of her fingers
as the poison leached out of my system
and she held her nerve though I didn’t deserve
the ten-millionth chance I’d been given
but I promise I’ll get clean
when she comes rolling back to me
I met a magician who said pills are poison
and won’t help the state that I’m in
but medicine is magical or so it’s been sung
so somebody tell that to him
and you can’t take the word of someone who just
lives of protein-shakes and skag
long blacks and thin whites and feeling nostalgic
for something that you’ve never had
but it won’t be me
when she comes rolling back to me
she spent so long telling me how she’s so broken
but I knew that at just a glance
it was only a dream but she knows when she’s been
outsmarted in a game of chance
now all I can do is just hold her to me
now I’m soaked to the skin with her tears
just say something polite, or incredibly trite like
“a penny for your fears”
it comes with the territory
when she comes rolling back to me
her voice rises and falls with the passing of cars
at the break of the mist of the dawning
and her cigarette’s lit and she’s feeling like shit
it’s just bastard o’clock in the morning
and the plovers cry out and the sparks all fade out
and she drips her molten words on me
it’s the hand of authority, the foot of eternity
and the whole world just crumbles around me
and it’s a rising sea
when she comes rolling back to me
so you go for a few pints to drown all your sorrows
but it costs you an arm and a leg
because you’ve just been away for a year and a day
and they’ve doubled in price since you left
see the nips are getting bigger but the pints are getting smaller and always the increasing price
sipping gin through a straw but you know it costs more
and guess what mate, you just got fooled twice
but the drinks are on me
when she comes rolling back to me
at the pub ‘til late and your wallet’s lost weight
and you’ve probably spent all that you’ve got
now the power point’s drunk and the jukebox is stoned
and you really didn’t need that last shot
then it’s chucking out time and you stumble home stinking o
f spew, cigarettes and cider
and beer and butt-rollies and your BO’s unholy
but you still get to lay down beside her
that’s just her and me
when she comes rolling back to me
that’s just how we’ll be
when she comes rolling back to me
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the clouds spit in my face, the mountains turn away from me
the cars on the highway dare me to jump
I’m tied to the mast and I let in the rain
there’s a southerly breeze but my flagship’s been sunk
so I push through the crowd of shirtless sunburnt yobbos
who give me this look as though I’m somehow to blame
there’s a smooth patch on every welder’s bench
so we can talk if you want but just don’t ask me my name
it’s only Tuesday but I’m bleeding
and I can’t seem to find anybody on my side
it’s only Tuesday but I’m bleeding
and seems once again I’ve been taken for a ride
it’s only Tuesday but I’m bleeding
I gave her my heart, she gave me a bottle
and a reason to drink it and somewhere to fall
and after taking the dive and crawling back up the goat track
it turned out to be a good trade after all
she would bounce off the walls, I would bounce off the gutter
and we’d get so annoyed when we’d roll out of place
now I just feel like some shrivelled up balloon
that I would have preferred had just blown up in my face
it’s only Tuesday but I’m bleeding
I can’t turn back the clock so I turn over the page
it’s only Tuesday but I’m bleeding
I walk back across the moat to your minted rage
it’s only Tuesday but I’m bleeding
he sits in judgement of everyone that’s why they call him god
he sips on his whiskey and spits out his soul
says with the glass to his face “not everything can be replaced
so the best you can do is try to fill the hole”
so gentlemen, ladies, blood donors and babies
let’s all link arms and jump overboard
because the mainsail’s been torn, the captain’s drunker than I am
and I don’t want the rats to beat us back to the shore
it’s only Tuesday but I’m bleeding
and I don’t want to attract all the horrors of the deeps
it’s only Tuesday but I’m bleeding
I can’t find my way home or my shoes or my keys
it’s only Tuesday but I’m bleeding
I stagger to your door in the middle of the night
and I sneak in the back to make sure you’re alone
I bleed on your floor and I hide in your garden
I fall down your stairs and then drag myself home
it’s only Tuesday but I’m bleeding
is she spreading her lies or spreading her wings?
it’s only Tuesday but I’m bleeding
if I only had a compass I could learn all these things
it’s only Tuesday but I’m bleeding
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10. |
Stand Aside
05:34
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come down from your pedestal
come down from your cross
come out from the covers
and look at everything you’ve lost
you’re not as young as you think
you’re not as old as you look
and I wrote everything you forgot
in the blank pages of this book
now the scavengers read line for line
and so
only call me when you’re drunk
‘cause I can’t stand you when you’re sober
shelter me from your storm
and I’ll come round when it’s over
and make way for the arseholes
make way for the arseholes
stand aside
stand aside
your body’s grown so much
there’s not enough of you to fill it
top it up with all that cheap white wine
but there are quicker ways to kill it
one more bobby pin in the shot glass
one more day that just went wrong
and a pocket full of gumnuts
to remind you that she’s gone
now cast ye your pearls before swine
and so
only call me when you’re drunk
‘cause I can’t stand you when you’re sober
shelter me from your storm
and I’ll come round when it’s over
and make way for the arseholes
make way for the arseholes
stand aside
stand aside
and I never thought it would come to this
never thought that much of you
but sometimes the train wreck itself
is all you’ve got left to hold on to
and so
only call me when you’re drunk
‘cause I can’t stand you when you’re sober
shelter me from your storm
and I’ll come round when it’s over
and we’ll make way for the arseholes
make way for the arseholes
stand aside
stand aside
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11. |
Another Wasted Year
05:41
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I was spiralling downwards, bewildered and perplexed
my clothes full of holes, underfed and oversexed
I met her in the refuge, full of wonder full of wine
she was deaf in one ear but I was blind in both eyes
there was thunder, there were tidal waves but it wouldn’t be forever
so we’d go dancing at the shoreline and enjoy the storm together
I saw the traffic in her buttons and the diamonds in her glass
and I would drink all of her poison and kiss all of her scars
it was like she was made of incense, he hair was like the smoke
and lips were like the flame and I breathed in until I choked
she tied a knot in my hair and said “that’s so you don’t forget me”
but no matter how I tried there was not a chance she’d let me
and as we kissed, she slipped a chain around my wrist
that I didn’t see
and so that was Christmas
and another wasted year put behind me
all of the shine that comes with the summertime
now it’s nothing but a dead pine tree
now she keeps talking about the future, but I never thought about it
I should tell her how I feel, but I just don’t know how to go about it
it seems so serious, but don’t know where this is going
is it a field in need of harvest or a seed in need of sowing?
she got on my back about my drinking, said I that should give it up
so I stole her last few dollars and I snuck off to the pub
see we built this castle, and at the time we were pleased with it
now it sits and gathers dust with the still-life army who besieged it
I see the anger in her eyes, full of hubris full of lies
trying to hold back the tide and keep herself afloat
she closes every door but sticks out along the floor
the handle from my broken oar to comprehend her boat
it’s this margin call, it doesn’t make no sense at all
to me
and so that was Christmas
and another wasted year put behind me
all of the shine that comes with the summertime
now it’s nothing but a dead pine tree
now in this cupboard full of silence, this tragic chance that we’d been given
when the gloss just fell away I looked into her shattered vision
and there was the man she’d thought I was, through all my inadvertent lies
with magic in his fingers and madness in his eyes
it seemed like a miracle but it turned out to be nothing
and now god is in the microwave and Jesus in the oven
I said “you always speak without thinking, why not think without speaking”
she said “I do all the time with all the secrets I’ve been keeping”
but this town’s too small to hold a grudge, you can’t let resentment own you
it’s like walking in the rain and hoping that prick gets pneumonia
it all happens for a reason, what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
why not take the higher road? because it’s steep and it takes longer
so you take the high road. and I’ll take the low
and I’ll be vindictive
towards ye
well I can screw a turn, I can nail a hammer,
I can throw the water with the baby
and the works into the spanner
every pore of your skin, every vein in your eye,
I just hold you by your stump and listen to you cry
And now I can see, the way the weeds become trees
overnight
and so that was Christmas
and another wasted year put behind me
all of the shine that comes with the summertime
now it’s nothing but a dead pine tree
now it’s nothing but a dead pine tree
and now I’m gonna go and burn that pine tree
it was a Christmas tree when first I cut it down
but everything is dead again when August rolls around
I don’t really know what just happened, but I know it’s time to leave
and I heard her say over my shoulder “please don’t sing about me”
she said “don’t sing about me”
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She knows we’re all the same so she plays every game out of fear of being left on the shelf
Now she’s just standing in an empty theatre throwing flowers to herself
she doesn’t realise when it’s hopeless, it’s just part of the process
so she doesn’t even notice when she’s coming undone
she always was where you were, goes with what you prefer
so all your memories of her just blur into one
into one
she’s a defender for the weak, a voice for the meek, more meritorious than anyone else
Now she’s just standing in an empty theatre throwing flowers to herself
but you don’t really offend her, she ain’t got no real agenda
she’s just tryna pretend to be better than you
its a carefully arranged contrivance of rage
as though things are gonna change but they never do
never do
now we’re awash in the ocean of shameless self promotion, say anything as long as it sells
Now we’re just standing in an empty theatre throwing flowers to ourselves
because a friend in pain is a friend in gain,
it’s exceptionally plain when it gets this far
but when our bagpipes skirl and our flags unfurl
we think we have to fight the world but no one knows who we are
who we are
I could talk all night about what’s wrong and what right and the poisons of prominent wealth
and now I’m standing in an empty theatre throwing flowers to myself
and I’m keepin’ it cerebral, ‘cause the cool kids aren’t nice people,
so I don’t even need to try to fit in
I can see it I can taste it I can dance when I’m wasted,
I can talk about places I’ve never been
never been
she’s the queen
the queen of the green screen
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I’ve lost my way now I’m stumbling
through the rain along that riverside track
thinking ‘bout all the things I should have done
and thinking ‘bout all the things that I can’t have back
I was born in the year of the scapegoat
I grew up between a forest and a sea
and the waves and the trees they kept all my dreams
and all I wanted to have and all I wanted to be
I can’t do what I’m supposed to be doing
I don’t know what I’m supposed to know
everything I’ve accomplished seems to intangible
does it still count if I’ve got nothing to show?
so tell me again how you’ll be there
how all I need to do is give you a call
‘cause a promise that’s made in the light of the day
at four in the morning means nothing at all
so what do you do in the middle of the night?
where do you go when everything is closed
and who do you turn to when no one is about
and it starts to look like there’s only one way out
do you see sadness or the depth of a person?
the golden locks or the hair in the drain?
is the mask worth wearing to keep people caring?
would I still be interesting if it weren’t for the pain?
And what if I did things differently
do you really think it’d be that strange?
Just grab the bull by the horns and sweep up the mess
what if I could, what if I did, what if I wanted to change?
but misery is character-building
anxiety is the spice of life
so pick a job, pick a future, pick a house, pick a car
pick your medication, pick your husband or wife
‘cause asking questions is like falling off logs but
getting answers is like pulling a tooth
and if you don’t want to lie then don’t ever talk
just say you’re fine ’cause it’s easier than telling the truth
so what do you do in the middle of the night?
where do you go when everything is closed
and who do you turn to when no one is about
and it starts to look like there’s only one way out
poisonous or physically harmful
there are ways to make yourself feel good
you can stop anytime if you started again
I know you can but it doesn’t always mean that you should
and then sometimes it feels like you’re better
but you’ve just been played for a fool
so how could you ever trust anybody else
when your own brain can be so cruel
when you’re surrounded by all your own failings
and the times you didn’t but may you as well have
what’s one small step for anybody else
is one giant leap when you’ve got it this bad
so ask me again what the deal is
and let’s see how deep a hole I can dig
I can’t just talk my way through it or talk my way round it
nor over, nor under it’s so impossibly big
so what do you do in the middle of the night?
where do you go when everything is closed
and who do you turn to when no one is about
and it starts to look like there’s only one way out
and where do you go in the middle of the night?
what do you do when everything is closed
don’t throw it to me, I’ll only drop the ball
I got no advice for anyone at all
and what do you do in the middle of the night?
where do you go when everything is closed
and who do you turn to when no one is about
and it starts to look like there’s only one way out
balloons and cicadas and beetles
Everyone so full of goodness and cheer
I choke on the brambles while the ants clean up the candles
that’s when you realise there’s nothing left for you here
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Take me Away
06:02
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The serpent writhed before the feathered god
with the maggots and the acrobats all face down in the sod
I travelled south and east to find some things that used to be
when I got there just as far as the eye could see
was just miles and miles of chimneys alone
and blackened fields and forests and what’s left of rock and stone
there’s still a temple in this place, there’s still a shrine at its surbase
but all the gods of good and right have left without a trace
there’s something slippery in the walls, there’s something hidden in the drawers
I took one final look and I said
take me away
I met a little girl with an old wooden box
with the varnish all tarnished and rust upon the locks
I asked her what was in it, she looked at me and sighed
“are you asking out of interest or asking our of pride?
“see my father put me under house arrest
and went to feed the bin-born babies nestled in their cardboard nests
so you ask what’s in the case, and I tell you to your face
it’s all my hopes and dreams and things I wish I could erase”
and he slides in the walls while she cries in the halls
she falls to her knees and says
take me away
now my peg-leg has splintered and my false teeth have rotted
in my garden of wattles and broken plastic bottles
I wallow in my glory, in my filth, my ugliness
‘neath the pale winter sun in all her specious loveliness
now you stay up in your tower and hope that you’ll survive
now that I’m the roadkill on your lovely country drive
it’s the drip of the still, it’s the needles and pills
now all your misery is grist to the mill
now the pipes shake the walls while she cries in the halls
she tears at her hair and says
take me away
the blind man and the lady, the internecine affair
while they focused on themselves they led us to the serpents lair
now the reptile king the smuggest grin, we’re firmly in their grasp
while the rest of us struggle on and those above us laugh
and they tried so hard to seem politically correct
so they went and outlawed music because that excludes the deaf
and I railed ‘til I wept, I scratched ‘til I bled
and I retched ‘til I spewed and I spewed ‘til I retched.
“oh well” she says “we just have to suffer it now
but most things hurt when I’m around
in another three years maybe we’ll try again
then again it might all be over by then”
and they make you pay bills for the water they bleach and they charge you for dreaming and tax you for sleep
and all revenue goes to the Mechanical Priest, he’s got the king in his pocket and he owns the police
and he slides through the walls while she cries in the halls
she claws at her skin and says
take me away
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