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Such a Dickhead (but I love you) single

by Ragged Hollow

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she gets up every morning and goes to work at half past eight she says goodbye while he’s still sleeping she slams the door but he doesn’t wake she has a hard day at the office gets the bus home all alone she wonders what he’s done with his day he’s still in bed when she gets home and she says you’re such a dickhead but I love you I don’t know why I even care all you ever do is waste my time but I know I still want you there he gets up after midday has a coffee and a smoke doesn’t bother with an ashtray ‘cause he’s just not that kind of bloke then he stares at the walls for hours and wonders why he even got up she gets home in a bad mood he hasn’t even done the washing up and she says you’re such a dickhead but I love you I don’t know why I even care all you ever do is waste my time but I know I still want you there she sees the clock ticking backwards while he sees the beauty of the world a melody carried on a soft wind all the colours of the landscape all unfurled he says “can’t you see that you’re miserable wasting away in the nine to five you’re missing all the good things in life so who exactly is wasting their time?” and he says you’re such a dickhead but I love you it’s not as bad as it seems you don’t always have to be so busy why not waste a little time with me? and she says you’re such a dickhead but I love you I don’t know why I even care all you ever do is waste my time but I know I still want you there
2.
I staggered blind and dry in the garden’s solar gorge lost in swirling curtain dreams of you and me all the charms to be relayed, the love to be repaid all the things for you that I could be I’d be faithful, I’d be true I’d call the birds down for you and offer you my hand to deglove cos I just want to love and be loved now I’m cast from the table by a whimsical hand like a little sparrow begging for a crumb and all the feelings that I’m left with are just the physical forms desires I’m supposed to overcome it’s nothing new that I’ve been through I did the best that I can do and I don’t know why it matters so much but now I just want to touch and be touched when you’re in the gutter I’m in the sewer every time a rotten finger picking rotten fruit while you just sit and stare, I choose to laugh rather than care life’s unfair so maybe I should follow suit just give in to impulse, carry it through I can’t I won’t or maybe I just will ‘cause I just want to kill and be killed
3.
I’ve lived in a mosaic and I’ve walked a pregnant mile I’ve felt the fury of a love to hatred turned I’ve seen a star go out and felt self-righteous violence watched my clothes out on the street as they burned now my crutch is now a prop to my dry relentless cough and to places too far and out of sight like an angry cigarette in the powder-thin rain I’m just the shadow of a rainbow at night I crawled into my cocoon just to come out as a moth now I bash my ugly head against the light I know it doesn’t matter and it doesn’t make it right but I just wanted to be with you tonight I’ve lived in a constellation, I walked down Loretta Street took a break from my conscience for a while but the barriers I built were made of sodden card my resolve just dissolved in your smile I promised myself this time I’d do what should be done but in truth I never really had a plan and those dirty fingernails paired so perfectly with clean now the worms have gone and opened their own can I crawled into my cocoon just to come out as a moth now I bash my ugly head against the light it doesn’t make a difference and it doesn’t make it right but I just wanted to be with you tonight the bougainvillea, the wisteria and my reused storksbill perfume the vague recesses of my mind where the pig dog barks and the pilot howls along true to form unnecessarily unkind now I’ve nothing left to offer but my empty hands are clean If I stay here then they won’t know what I’ve done but I’d drag myself through miles of broken glass just to lie at your feet for all my mornings to come I crawled into my cocoon just to come out as a moth now I’m flailing at a dirty window pane it doesn’t make it better and it doesn’t make me sane words are power but we live in a hurricane I know it doesn’t make it better and it doesn’t make it right but I just wanted to be with you tonight I just wanted to be with you tonight

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released July 13, 2023

Emma Harvey - drums
Emily Wolfe - fiddle, backing vocals
Ryan Garth - lead vocals, guitar, bass, mandolin

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Cassandra Hollow

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Fiddle driven folk rock - dark stories, danceable melodies.

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